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Well, I made my new Journal.
It really sucks..
But I needed to get rid of this one anyways.
Change is good right? haha.
I'll still use this sn for when I comment on people, but other than that, it's dead.
If you have my new link DO NOT SUBSCRIBE to me, and if you do, go to "Edit your subscriptions"
It's at the bottom of your subscription list, and once you find my name, click on "edit" Then by Display, click "Hide"
So that way only you can see my sn thingy.
Later Biotches
RIP Laney6713
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| Listen you are really over reacting. You need to get over the damn fact that Michael chose Adrian over you. And it's not like it wasn't obvious cause it was. You never enen had an intimate relationship. To tell you the truth it will probably last way longer than a month. I am tired of you fucking crap. You need to get over it. Honestly I think you are the backstabbing Bitch of a friend. YOu should be happy for them. I have been wanting to tell you this for a long fuckin time and now i am saying it because i am tired of your shit. I would advise you to say sorry so you dont make the biggest fuckin mistake of your fuckin life.
Your the Bitch....
WTF? Please one more person leave me a stupid comment, telling me how dumb I am when you don't even know what the fuck is going on, and then you don't have the fucking balls to say who the hell you are. Aren't you cool now. Especially since the entry that you wrote your comment on said NOTHING bad about Michael and Adrian. You obv. have NO idea of all the details about this.
So what if me and Michael didn't have an intement relationship. Just because I didn't fuck him, dosen't mean shit you freakin idiot.
I am happy for them you fucking moron, and if you actually read my journal, or talked to me you would know that. I'm just hurt about some stuff that they did and how they chose to do it.
Well I'm glad you got this off your chest you freakin immature moron. I mean seriousley. I fell like I'm in 5th grade again. Don't be such a pussy and either tell me your name or shut the fuck up.
So thanks to the bitch who wrote this I'm changing my xanga. Even though I've had it FOREVER.
If you'll ask for the it I'll give it to you, but Don't subscribe to me.
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| Time for an update.
Maybe once soccer season is over (  ) I will have more time to update like I use to.
Monday I was late to school because Mallory was sick.
I missed Geometry, and got there about 20 minutes into English.
English is sooo Boring. We're watching a play called "The dolls house" It's so dumb.
Then Troy came over to my table to talk to me during lunch!   Deff. awesome.
Earth science was pretty boring, but faster than usual. You gotta give Mrs. Shawn credit for TRYING to make her dumb class exciting.
Then it was game time.
I LOVE GAMES
Their so exciting.
My mommy, Heather, and Melissa came to see me. Deff. Felt the love 
We lost 5 - 0 but it was expected. So it's all good.
I played all game which was total sweetness. Mrs. Ward ( My english teacher helper person) Went to the game, and told me that if I kept more than 10 balls from passing me that I would get a 100 on a quiz. Well, I got 23 saves biotch. 
it was a shitty game though. Bitch Darlene (our goalie) decided that she dosen't want to play goalie anymore. WTF? So she "demanded" to be put on field. She's such a ball hog. I can't stand her.
Went to Taco bell and Target after my game.
Then came home and I helped Ginny and Mallory with their projects. They took FOREVER.
Then I did my "rythmic activity" It was so dumb. And I didn't even really finish.
Today was a good day.
Bio me and Hannah got into trouble and told coach that I was talking back, and I so wasn't. He wanted me to have to do sprints for him, so coach said that I had to do ten, but I didn't really have to do them, she just said that so that he would shut up.
German was boring. Melissa wasn't there because she tore something in her knee last night at her soft ball game. I hope she's okay.
Gym was okay. I just sat around with Chae.
Troy wrote me. OMG I was so flipped out about it. It was short.. but no complaints here.
Practice was a lot of fun. I got to play offense. *yay* And then i kinda just rotated myself around the positions lol.
Then I came home to find Brandon (TX) here. I thought that his flight didn't get in till later, but my mommy had brought him home. Omg I was sooo excited. Even though I was all sweaty and gross and ran up to him and gave him a big hug and kiss on the cheek. Oh man he was lookin SEXY
We hung around for a while, Brandon painted my toe nails. haha their really not that bad for a guy, and then I took a really quick shower. Then we went out to dinner on the ocean front. And we went for a walk on the beack. Oh my god it was soo.... perfect, for lack of a better word. We held hands on the beach, and we played in the water, and just sat there in the sand talking. Then he kissed me. OMFG. adlksjf;laksdj f;jefjes. It was ... so sweet, and flippin awesome lol.
Then we came home
And I took another shower.
And now we're about to lay in bed and watch The Matrix revolutions.
He has to leave before school tomorrow to go to his faggot orentation, then back to Texas.
But at least he's here with me now!
I've been thinking about this whole Michael thing.
I'm really over re-acting.
Like I'm mad that he dosen't wanna be friends or whatever, but then again I"m fine with it.
I'm not gonna let myself get all depressed over nothing.
If it's ment to be, it will be.
I'm picking myself up, and moving on!
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| This has been one of the worse weekends ever.
Actually it's been like the worse 2 months of my life.
First things first.
Just incase I haven't made myself clear.
I fucking hate you. And you too.
Chae spent the night Friday night. We watched Gone with the wind and Titanic. Both classics if you ask me.
Then saturday I picked up Sarah and me and her met up with Hannah and Micah (hannah's brother) to get Virginia's birthday presents.
Then we went to Wal-mart and then to Virginia's house.
She has a really nice house.
Once we were there for a few hours I remembered that I told Michael earlier that day that I would call him back .. and I did, and ya'll know what happened with that shit.
And it was just really gay because it was so early in the night, and I knew that I would be upset for the rest of the night, and I tried not to be because I didn't wanna ruin Virginia's birthday party.
But I was being a bum for the rest of the night. Sorry you guys.
All I wanted to do was Call both of them and tell them how fucking gay they are and what shitty friends they both are.
We went to bed around 4
Woke up around 9 or 10 ate breakfast, watched 2 movies, and I came home.
I just layed in bed all day.
Then I called Brandon thinking that he would make me feel better.
And of course his freakin bitch of a girlfriend Casey picked up and was like "Who the hell is this and why are you calling my boyfriend?!?" And I told her that I was Elaine, and that I was calling to talk to him (frekain dumb ass) so he took the phone from her and I heard her say "Brandon get your clothes on" and I heard all these weird noises so now I'm really grossed out and pissed off at Brandon. Freakin loser.
I'm in a pissy mood, and I'm sure I will be for a while, so how about you fuck off. | | |
| So I'm at Virginia's house so this update will be short and not so sweet.
I talked to Michael for like 5 minutes.
He flat out said that we're over.
All because of fucking Adrian.
I hate her sooo much.
I seriousley hate her.
Because of her me and Michael are done.
And I fucking hate him.
He's so god damn fucking shallow that he's willing to drop his best
friend that loves him more than anyone in the world for some
backstabbing bitch that will NEVER care HALF way as much for him as I
have.
Well fuck both of you.
You're not worth my time.
Especially you Michael.
I hate you so fucking much.
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So it's been 2 hours since I wrote that crap about Michael.
And I can't stop thinking about it.
Our relationship was so perfect and everyone always thought about how special it was.
And now he's just ending it.
He wants it to be over.
Our relationship was one in a million.
People can only dream of relationships like ours.
But he dosen't need me.. then fuck him. I don't need him either.
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